Wednesday, September 23, 2009

o8.

Its crazy how incredibly amazing a person can be :-)
Completely real, genuine, and cares for you.
And its even more crazy when you know your down for them, 150%.
Never had someone who understands me the way you do.
And makes me smile as hard as I do.
On my mind all the time and gives me butterflies when I'm with you.
Your just, SUPERCALFRAGALISTICEXPEALLADOCIOUS






<3 E :-)

o7.

FEW YEARS BACK.
ALL THE EMOTIONS I FELT THIS DAY WERE SO SURREAL.
BEING PLAYED, IS NOT THE BUSINESS!!
IF IT WAS A PIDDLY RELATIONSHIP TO ME I WOULDN'T HAVE GONE OFF LIKE THIS.
BUT HONESTLY DID MEAN A LOT TO ME AT THE TIME.
(So understand my anger. Haha.)


F**k you. Ur the biggest f**ken liar ever. U relle think ppl dnt tell me wtf u do and say. I want all my sh*t BACK. Like the mutherf**ken money I gave u this summer.& MY SCRAPBOOK that you f**ken dnt even appreciate.OR the love i had for you.but watch,I deserve soo much better than wtf u put me thru for NUTHEN.& I honestly knew this was guna happen.I'm guna find sum1 that loves me forreal & appreciates me.I gaveu everything including my energy.its been fun but it just aint worth a dam thing to you.ur so f**ked up u have NO CLUE.& I dnt want ne part of it nemore. I'M SO DUN N THIS TIME I'M SERIOUS.I've given u so many chances.uve made the biggest fool of me.n I'm f**ken gone.good luck with everything with u & "*******" & whoever else u played me for.ill be just fine without you.honestly I don't give a damn AT ALL anymore.I told u from day 1 my love was real & goodluck finden sum1 that shows you the same f**ken thing.u can "ok" this or "wtf" that.but dnt even bother replying.maybe not now but one day ull realize how real I was but this is the last time ill be thrown away like a used toy.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

o6.

so many doubts in my mind, about the feelings i once cherished so much.
told myself i wasn't going to take anymore feelings, PERIOD: had walls securely built.
-but.. maybe someone can come along afterall ; & change your views-











and i have to say, im very glad you did.